When life hands you lemons... cry
So right now once again I am sitting here feeling lost. Monday, after having to make the hardest decision of my life, we made the decision to put my most beautiful little cat Peggy to sleep when her cancer had become just too much. It's hard not to be selfish, all I wanted was to keep her for as long as possible, but even though we had literally done everything we possibly could for her, sometimes its just not enough and we knew it was time. I wish I could put into words just how much I love my little one, but I can't, I will miss her more than anything, she was quite honestly the best little kitty cat we could have ever have hoped for, and I wish we could have had more time.
This brings me on to my title... I'm now at a cross roads in my life. I would never ever have dreamed of leaving any of my beloved pets but it seems cruel fate has taken them away and now it's just me and my boyfriend. We now find ourselves in a weird position with no real ties, all the options have opened up to us and we just don't know where to go from here. One real option is leaving this country and going to live somewhere completely different for a year.
With this in mind, if you have ever packed up and moved somewhere completely new then let me know what it's like, is it as scary as it seems in my head?
p.s. I edit all my pics with PicMonkey.